Saturday, July 20, 2013

"Don't Jinx It"

I'm back to wondering about everything but so afraid to say anything out loud. I wouldn't want to jinx it! So, I thought I would type it all and leave it unpublished for a while.
I came home feeling exhausted. I spent a couple of days in and out of bed, taking naps. I also feel so sick. It lasts almost all day long and is driving me crazy. I think it's all in my mind until I eat and realize, no... it is really there. Although my boobs don't seem to be fuller, they do hurt when I walk up and down the stairs. In addition to all of this, I have to pee a lot more than normal.

Does all of this mean it worked? Is my mind playing tricks on me? Could it all just be side effects from the medication? Waiting isn't fun at all.
At least it's only two more days until Home Pregnancy Test day. 


Today is day 7. I decided to test. I got a really, really faint positive. I'm cramping a little and I still feel pretty sick. I ended up going to the store and buying more tests. I'm going to test again tomorrow. 

Day 8. Another faint positive but this one is darker, not a squinter like the last one. I'm still cramping a little, especially on my lower right sight. I guess it isn't really cramping as much as it is pulling. I also feel so sick, all day long. I guess it isn't my mind playing tricks on me after all.Day 9. The cramping/pulling is more intense. It's a sharp stabbing feeling on the right side, at my bikini line, that seems to come and go throughout the day. TMI AHEAD -> I have a warm, clear discharge that seems to have thickened just a little in the last couple of days. It all reminds me so much of sensations you get during ovulation, but it isn't quite the same.
I'm getting headaches daily now too. The biggest change so far, food is starting to taste different and smell funny.
Seriously, if my mind is playing tricks on me... it is doing a great job. 

Here is a little something to show you what is going on right now.

3-Day Transfer

Days Past
Transfer (DPT)
 Embryo Development
 OneThe embryo continues to grow and develop, turning from a 6-8 cell embryo into a morula
 TwoThe cells of the morula continue to divide, developing into a blastocyst
 ThreeThe blastocyst begins to hatch out of its shell 
 FourThe blastocyst continues to hatch out of its shell and begins to attach itself to the uterus
 FiveThe blastocyst attaches deeper into the uterine lining, beginning implantation 
 SixImplantation continues
 SevenImplantation is complete, cells that will eventually become the placenta and fetus have begun to develop 
 EightHuman chorionic gonadotropin (hCG) starts to enter the blood stream 
 NineFetal development continues and hCG continues to be secreted 
 TenFetal development continues and hCG continues to be secreted  
 ElevenLevels of hCG are now high enough to detect a pregnancy 

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